Blog Entry 11

In my experience with my education and school it was really confusing to me not because of the work or understanding the topic. It was that for me what was happening around me and in class and all understanding the changes that’s been going around. At my first day of school no matter what year or grade I always nervous or scared, even in when I was very young I just want to cry but inside I need to go and take it head on. When learning something that is new my first thought on my head is that it will be hard and confusing for me to learn all of them at once. But I gain help from the teachers and classmates to help me complete everything all well and neat from all year long I’ve gain help a lot but as all year I did my work alone to prove I can do well. Then comes exams I hate them no matter which one test, quiz, exam, midterms, and finals I always go negative feeling I might fail and repeat the grade all over again it has given me a huge effect when I hear it, I’ll go to a negative way always thinking of failing not even thinking to myself I will pass. I have not known about the word study it was until the 6 grade I know of it and it still didn’t change most of the times I studied for the harder exams but the rest I just work on remembering it. The joys of learning are when I learned all about science and my least was math. When it comes to science I loved it was fun and exciting learning from the inside of the human body to how are diamonds are creating it gave me a whole new experience of how everything is created and made as well how it works . Then comes math the most hated topic for people it was hard to understand any of it the use to calculus, long division and the rest I gave me a headache but I still manage. The worse of learning to me is thinking that I should give up and escape; it has been inside of my head for a long time and somehow got me to think hard about I’ve seen the reality of the outside world from my family and their friends at a young age realizing that it gave me the courage to never give up it has been this way and it will never end, I will never give up and I won’t lose. The education has been at a most helpful thing to learn new things and figure out and work to improve my disadvantages .